Was helping out at the Arise Amazing Race today. =\ Well, helped Marcus, which mainly meant sitting around the P&W room and slacking. Ahahaha. XD

So he brought his mac out for the music test. And like, when it went into screensaver, it was basically all the pics he had in his mac. And I saw those pics from 2 years back, when the whole group of us went to Chiang Rai.

I miss the kids there. T_T I still remember all the fun we had, how excited the kids were to see the river, and how happily they all smiled. =(

Gah. I was starting to tear from missing a little something I shouldn't be missing, but I was saved by the vibration of my phone. x)

Woohoo for perfect timing yo. =D

Although it seems to be wearing thin today, cos its coming back.

Well, whatever, off to Sims 2 now. Just don't think, thats the best when it comes to this. (:

I wanna go back to Chiang Rai for a break. I think it would be good for me.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 21:11




Yay! I finally updated my Shaman King Fanfiction! =D

Next is Final Fantasy. MUAHAHA. =x

Writing is da bomb. (:

I still have my GSD fanfiction, my RenOC, ohohoh, so many plans but so little time. =D

I need joooooo! =\

Blah.

Sims 2. =D

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 20:37




Fiona's the フラウ (woman) who introduced me to the fanfiction world, and got me hooked. I remember the nights spent on the phone, planning our stories, discussing upcoming chapters, and doing dumb roleplays for our OCs so we'd get to know them better. XD

And we joined Nano together back in sec 3, sec 4 I just slacked. =x

So anyway, we should be considered writing partners right? Haha.

But I'm really not too sure.

See, when Ade and Fiona come together, no writing gets done. So much for our roleplay writing, we ended up playing empire earth, and then just chatting, and watching FMA and D.Gray man. XD

So we aint writing partners? =\ Ahahaha.

But anyway. Fiona's an awesome friend who's always there for me. ^^ <3 you mummy! =D

By the way, she's mummy cos I used to eat macs with her ALOT, and I'd always have oily hands from fries, so I'd turn to her with my garlic chilli, and in my usual fashion, say, "mummy". XD I have a lot of mummies, but Fiona's the mostest! =D

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 16:35




Hehe! Fiona's staying over tonight! =D :D ;D \m/

And today was goooood. (: We didn't get any writing done tho, as usual. Hehe. We have a mission too. See, last year, I was supposed to sleep over and then we would stay up late into the night to write. But the thing is, we never got around to it cos mummy never let me stay over. ):

So we are planning to do our roleplay writing tonight. Woohoo. Screw work tomorrow, I'll survive. XD

Yes, the other good thing is that its another 60 set in my pocket, in addition to the fact that I'm working all through september. =D

Woohoo, no camera at comex, but yay for being hundreds closer. ^^

Hehe. ;D Good day yoz.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 20:17




Yay! Fiona's coming over tomorrow. I haven't seen her since O'level results release day. ): So its awesome. She's having dinner over too! ^^

Lets buy chips and have an anime spreee and chomp on magnum ice cream and talk and catch up and have mock fights again! KEELER TONGARI ATTACCCCCCCCCCK. ^^

Ima so excited and if you see me now I'm like \m/.

Yay! I miss Fiona! <3

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:D

x)

Wheeeeeeeeeooooooooooooo!

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 21:16




Today was a day of running emotions for me. -.-

I slept at four plus last night, having been unable to sleep due to my earlier conk out, and this morning, at 6 something, I got a call from my mum saying they'd just called to say they needed me for today. So I was lying there, with not enough sleep, indignant at how last minute this whole thing was, and I started crying. O_o

Yea...an Adeline deprived of sleep is a very grumpy Ade. =\

So I rushed and got ready and kept crying, zomg. -.- On the car even.. stupid.

Anyway. I was posted to JK today. Reena started crying during recess out of the blue. I was on lunch duty, patrolling the hallway, which was the WRONG hallway as I discovered later.

Yea...one minute she was there ok, the next minute she was bawling. So I went up to her and asked what happened, and she said "I want my mummyyyyyyyyy"

Wth. That was damn sudden. So anyway, I hugged her, comforted her, the way you do to little kids, and she didn't want to play so I let her stick with me the whole of recess, and she followed me as I did lunch duty, her little hand in mine. =\

Blah. Then. End day. Sat at staff lounge waiting for mummy. Had every intention to sleep. But ended up reading pride and prejudice. It's such an excellent book, and I haven't touched it in the longest time.

They got a mini library thereeeeeeee. <3 THEY HAD ROBERT JORDAN. (:

My reading speed is super slowww now. Blah. I guess my tiredness didn't help.

And now I felt a nerve go PIAK again, so its onto the bed for me.

Nightynight. (:

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 18:20




I was trying to sleep in mummy's office.

But I couldn't. There was this strange sensation in my chest. I couldn't breathe. I felt restless. I was tired, but staying in that position was so unbearable.

I thought of a few random names. The first, made the feeling worse. The second, calmed it down slowly. The third? It disappeared immediately.

So much has changed...

The feeling came back again. And its overwhelming. But I refuse to wish it away cos I realise how much I need it now.

But I can't breathe...I'm shaking with fear.

How far am I going to fall this time?

And yet...I'm trembling with anticipation.

Because today, I realised something.

I thrive on challanges. I thrive on fear.

I'd be bored otherwise.

I guess that part of my personality shows in what I like. Mountains, the ocean, the sky, the stars.

All so powerfull, so limitless.

Calling out to those adventurous hearts to embark on a journey.

So. I carry my fear, my burdens.

And I walk on. With a smile on my face.

For sometimes, my burdens are also what give me strength.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 02:12




I'm so hungry...gahhh...
I conked out at 7 something...and woke up barely 20 minutes ago... T_T

I have no idea what happened. But when I woke up, it didn't feel like 10 o'clock. It felt like 8 o'clock. ): And then...and then...

I suddenly felt so hopeless, and I cried. O_o

Watching pro woman play pool now. =O damn cool. DAMN FREAKING COOL. She's damn good.

ok. yes. hungry.

blahh...growlgrowlgrowl...

Kana scolding for sleeping at 3am last night. T_T Lucky he dont know why...yet. =\ He know I dieeeeeeeeee.

*begins digging my own grave* T_T

Damn hungry. T_T

Work was ok. Had lunch with Sis and Mom and aunty lily. =\ Zi char. XD Deer meat. And. Umm. KANG KONG! <3 and some...shit I forgot the name...some fish head in sauce that is commonly eaten with tofu. And...prawn omelette. Yummy. ^.^

I was supposed to be with grade one but they put me with SK3 in the end. AHAHAHA. Not the same as my fav class, its a different branch altogether. =x

Was super tired the whole day. After work, went to mummy's office and stole chocolates and sweets. Then sat down at the sofa and played PSP. and fell asleep. =\

Bahh. I kana a curfew of sleeping by 12 today. tryna negotiate my way out now. =3 Ahahaha.

Bleh. Balance outta whack...vicious cycle...bahhhhhhhhhhh. Don't care. (:

oopsie daisy. *runs*

hungry. T_T

i dieded accidentally........................i neh dieded on purpose. so don't keel me pleaseeeeeee? =3

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 22:45




Yay for my blogskin! Ahahaha its from FFVII:AC again cos the other ones from other titles I got were less than satisfactory. =3

I MANAGED TO DO IT CORRECTLY! Yay! I learn relatively fast, and Lydia was telling me where to find what I wanted to tweak. Like the content font color! *proud*

Ahahaha. Ade learnt something new today.

The links took FOREVER. Gah. =\ I got most of them from the list of links I had in my archive, give and take a few. Tag me to link if I missed you/ or you want to be linked, alright?! =D

I like my new blogskin much! <3

Which reminds me. From now on. Um. I'll start posting randomly. Here mainly for daily updates. Livejournal shall TRY to be restricted to...uh. Thoughtful entries. (:

Kyaa, I'm happy with my new blogskin! Lotsa effort went into it yea!

See, thats me, when I do something I WANT to do. I won't stop until I've finished it. I was tempted to leave the links, but I didn't! x)

Which kinda sucks now. Cos my brain feels gooey. And I got work tomorrow.

But I can take a lift from mummy. yay! \m/ Yes, finally her branch. =D

So you guys better check back here often and appreciate the nice blogskin!

OH YA! MUSIC!

Instrumental~!

Edit: Btw. From the next post on. I shall try and go back to my normal language. =\

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 02:08




Yes, you ARE at the right blog. XD Ahaha. The previous blog's link was edited, and this one uses this link cos I'm lazy to ask everyone to relink PLUS I really like the link. =D

This blogskin is temporary until I decide on another one. As such, I won't be editing the links and all.

Teresa helped me edit this one, it was intended for my fanfiction update blog and remains so. I'm just using it cos...I dno. I don't wanna start customising the blogger one and grow too attached to switch to a nice blogskin, and I WANT a nice blogskin. =D

Ahahaha.

Anyways. For those who were wondering. The archive can be found here.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 23:56




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