So damn funny, I laughed much. XD

Have you ever seen someone's laces get caught at the escalator?

That person someone you ALWAYS tell to do their laces? :P

I got my chance today. XD

And I couldn't help but laugh at him. I mean, it was sad for him, but it was so funny anyway. XD

Yea, that really helped get rid of the negative aura. >_>

Sorry, but I'm close to boiling point with you.

If I start shouting at you in class, let me just tell you.

I'M NOT FUCKING SORRY.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 17:00




OMG. Julian just told us, Obama won.

\m/

WOOHOO. :D You have no idea how much I hoped for this.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 14:47




What with the kick off party, lectoring, and write-ins. XD

I'm hyper. >_>

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 14:47




Need to. Start training my body for Nano.

Here's what I plan to do.

I plan to kill myself with 5 stories at a time. 3 fanfics, a story on the blog weekly, and Nano. XD

So. >_>

I'm thinking, sleeping at 12? wake up at 6. Latest time to wake up is. 8. :S 6 hours sleep if possible, if not, less will do. XD

SUICIDE! X)

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 22:26




No backing out anymore. Not when I dragged those 3 guys in with me. XD

I'm going hyper, which is baaaaaaaad because I've got no plot WHATSOEVER. >_>

Well, I can always work with cliches. XD

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 21:55




How can I say anything...
When I'm not even sure of the words I have in mind?

Damn you, certainty, just when I thought you couldn't touch me...
You screw with me again. X)

This is gonna be fun. XD

Yea.
Fun.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 00:53




Is bad for the brain.

Seriously, some people just go and...revenge flame without even knowing what the full situation is. Wth?

Yes Cheng Hao, I'm talking about your friend. K, maybe shut up was wrong and all, but lawl, your post was uncalled for too right.

Kay, hate me or whatever. I'm like. Over that. I just said what I honestly feel. I don't hate anyone ya.

Now that that's done..

Gintama. Is pure stupid. LAWL.

Dango...with..Mayo. Wth. Poison much? :S

And what's with the penguin anyways? XD

Sigh. Anime is awesome. >_>

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 22:57




This was way cool. Found it off Max's blog. XD

http://www.crushbits.com/findcrush/930448

Yea, find out if your crush is destined to be your true love kinda...stuff. >_>

Hahahaha :P

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 12:18




I tore down everything I'd worked so hard to rebuild without realising it. That's why I've been so unstable.

I tore it down cos I wasn't satisfied with the way things were.

And now I am rebuilding everything in a nicer way. One more suited to the me now. =)

This is just the beginning. :D

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 22:56




I'm proud of myself

But guess what? I'm sick and tired.

I'm gonna do something when I feel I should.

I'll stand up for a friend, even if it means losing another friend.

Justice yea.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 22:14




With the heartbreak...

Comes a feeling I haven't felt in awhile.

Warm and fuzzy and touched...

By a family member.

<3

I think, just this once, I'm gonna let meself cry.

After all, tears of touched-ness are awesome, no? :P

My efforts are starting to pay off...
No...its everyone's efforts..


Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 18:42




You're breaking my heart...

It hurts to see you this way...Even more that you're not saying anything...

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 17:30




Is there anything I can do?

Anything at all?

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 02:23




NOOOOOOO.

Shit. When mini asked me whether I'd heard, I was afk. And I thought nothing of it.

T__T

nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

I never ever had so much fun at a forum, nor made so many awesome friends.

Shit, I know this is kinda lag reaction. But. T___T

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 00:51




I though F.E.A.R was bad. >_>

Lawl this game actually has me swearing. XD

Things just
jump out
at



you.

and scare you
that way.

And then
Kenneth was going.

BOOOOO. RAWRRR. and all that. and marion was screaming. And that other guy...dno how to spell his name... XD

And I got a shock the first few times. But then i grew immune. And then he rawred. And a monster dashed past somewhere in front. And Bezner was on a lift. And it was crawling. And it all happened at the same time. And I got a shock. And i shouted. Vulgar. XD

Hmm. On the bus back. I saw someone. Who looked. A lot. Like. >_>

Not who you think it is if you know. XD

Uh. Him. So like. I got kinda tense. Lotsa negative emotions threatening to burst out. I managed to control it tho. Hehe.

Imma thought something about. "Never gonna be so dependent again." then "but thats like a lie, cos i'm already dependent." then "or am I?"

I think I'm not. X) I'm fine. Like Louis says, the me now doesn't need fussing over. XD Sure, I get boxed here and there. But I recover in double time. Cos, IMMA STRONG. XD

Woo.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 00:14




The damn game. Is addictive. I swear. >_>

And F.E.A.R is morbid. Imma not scared of supernatural, you would know. But. >_> 12 midnight, alone, cold aircon, raining, japanese cemetry.

Yikes. XD

Sounds fun tho. X)

But the atmosphere of F.E.A.R is like. Something is gonna jump out at you any moment. Excellent construction of it in that sense. X)

Have yet to find a down point of the game. When you can Shotgun clones to their faces, you don't really complain, do you. XD

Like Bezner says, "peppered his face with a shotgun"

I remember an instance when that dude was playing. And I saw something. and I asked. "Is that his liver?"

OOHHHHHH. Pwn. >_>

As for my plan. To uh. Convert script to story. Uh.It'll happen. Soon. Or not so soon. But it'll happen. I think. >_>

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 19:48




good luck for the afternoon paper all. X)

Imma be behind ya'll, so make sure you don't answer stupid.

<3

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 01:07




coughing. like. mad

k. uh

had to break into my own house. forgot the key and they all went out

:/

i knew i shoulda gone sengkang with ET first.

but then again, it was fun X)

but today. whole day giddy. walked by holding ET's bag strap. and banging into oli. XD

sigh. silly me. XD

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 21:46




It got fixed. X)

Thanks to Zhen Yi and Gorgor and Oli and ET. :D Or I would definitely have gone super emo. :X One mcflurry musn't have been enough. XD

Mm, but seriously. I'd be ok if I knew just what was bothering me. :S

We got. Our. Bogu!!!!! <3>W<

Mine is. Chibi. :S

hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha.

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/460854

Nice.

And I am planning on rewriting my script and posting it up chapter by chapter either here or my writing blog. XD We'll see where. X)

K. Thats all for now.

I forgot what I wanted to say.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 00:06




Watched the movie. Now I wanna read the book.

Yea, this song is aweome, which is why its my new blog song. X)

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 02:42




00 gundam is the epitome of cool. >.>

<3

Its. >w<

XD

WHeeeooo solar reactors swirling around. >w<

Hehe. XD

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 16:25




Kay, now I need some meditation or something...

MEN!

Tsk. No delicacy in handling situations at all. XD

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 22:32




I read a post.

Angry about exams.

Complain about how inhumane they are to fail half the cohort.

To cause everyone emotional stress.

But guess what?

You're letting them do it.

They place so much emphasis on all these exams.

But you do too.

Isn't that why you're crying? Why they're all crying? Is it really their fault? Don't you have a part to play in your own suffering?

Go on then, give up your life for a bloody piece of paper.

It's your choice, no one MADE you give up your life for that.

At the end of the day, it comes down to one question.

Do you want to survive, or do you want to live?

Edit: If this post sounds pissed off, I apologise. Its perfectly neutral. It was sparked off by the post, but I'm not saying that the poster is wrong. Just questioning the justification of the complaints ya. You do reap what you sow, you know. Just not in the way you expect.

Just like how everything God does for us is for the better, even if it doesn't seem so.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 01:54




'Training today was tiring
but oh so exhilarating

'Where facade melds with reality,
creating a mask of complexity

'the only time one shows weakness to your enemy,
is when one wants your enemy to know that weakness

Where do the lies end and truths begin?

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 23:59




K. Went to arcade. Irritating stalker boy. STUPID. I WANTED TO TSUKI HIM. I think he heard me, cos he disappeared. XD

K. Rant done. Bored. Sleepy.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 21:37




Is it really fine to get used to something that shouldn't actually be there?

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 21:24




Kay, see, I read Marion's blog, and I realised I was so busy rejoicing about Kendo being untouched that I didn't see this flaw in the timetable.

See, school starts too early to do anything BEFORE school. And after school is out cos we got night classes on tuesdays and thursdays. Plus CCA (Not that I'm complaining.). Only free day is Wednesday. Those who've got CCA then, uh oh.

No life riteeeeeeeee? =\

But then, I don't really mind.

1. Kendo.
2. I am getting used to staying out at night.
3. Hey, as long as I've got Kendo and gang, who says there aint a life? :P

It's not about trying hard to find a good point in something.
It's about finding good in everything.


Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 12:42




JUST. FORGET. IT.

JUST. FREAKING. FORGET. IT.

I put aside everything that stood against you, I just forgot about it all.

And you...

...



Well, you can't say I didn't try.







Fuck.

How in the world did I ever fall in love with someone like you?

Thank goodness thats ancient history.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 03:51




I. LOVE. my. timetable.

Night classes on tuesdays and thursdays.

School starts at 10.10 every day except 9 on monday.

super short wednesdays.

no weird loooooooong breaks in between.

and best of all.

NO INTERFERENCE WITH KENDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

\m/

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 00:35




O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.O'levels are ending soon.

O'levels are ending soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

So many debts to be settled, muahaha. Ceasers, Starbucks, Pepper Lunch, Fightttt.

Hehehehehehehehehehehehehe.

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

Ok. This is getting ridiculous. XD

Anyways, good luck all taking O's. :D

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 00:22




It's one of those moods again.

It aint emo, its just in a mood for thinking.

So there I was, on the bus home after dinner, thinking.

And thinking.

And I suddenly thought, you know those parts of your life where you wish you could revisit any point of your life? Yea, I sorta felt that, and I was thinking wish part of my life I would want to visit.

My answer's different from what it would have been before June.

I want to experience my fall again. I want to feel my tumultulous recovery. The ups, and more so, the downs.

No, I'm not a sadist.

I want to feel all those, and end it off with that night at the beach.

Those 3 hours, to be exact.

Hyperventilating here and there I might have been doing.

When everyone thought I was emoing cos I was sitting aside from the BBQ pit, huddled up with phone to ear.

It was like the rainbow after months of rain.

I might have been stoned on the outside. But inside, I was singing. Every fibre of my being was.

Well, a bit of an over cliche, but you get the idea. :D

Those who know me well enough, or long enough, would probably have experienced my normal well wishes, which goes along the line of:

May your year be filled with sunshine, and just enough cloudiness to make the sunshine that much better.

Can you imagine if your whole life was nothing but ups?
You'd never really feel the joy of having an upside.


Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 23:23




Thanks to gang, or I'd have been emo face all the way.

Thanks especially to Jaslyn and Oli. (: And gorgor too. :D And Ernest. And Jordan. :D

And thanks manymany to Louis, for the words of wisdom. =)

Sigh, what a day huh...

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 23:27




reading nice quotes while finding an author of a particular quote.

Feel that these few really speak true to my hear.

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I’ve crossed your mind.

Work like you don’t need the money, love like you’ve never been hurt and dance like no one is watching.
- Randall G Leighton

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.
- Dr. Seuss

Today I caught myself smiling for no reason… then I realized I was thinking about you.

If you love someone put their name in a circle, not a heart, because hearts can be broken but circles go on forever!

Love is giving someone the power to destroy you…but trusting them not to.

It’s amazing how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces.

Never explain yourself. Your friends don’t need it and your enemies won’t believe it.

If you truly love someone, then the only thing you want for them is to be happy….even if its not with you
- Lauren&L

And to end it with a bang.

When you feel cold and warm at the same time,
when you read over the same line for the tenth time,
when your heart and thoughts somehow appear to rhyme,
and when a simple name conquers your whole mind,
then you are in deep trouble my friend… you are in what they call, “love”.
- Philippos Aristotelous

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 03:51




Ya. Not drunk. But.

I am feeling the effects.

My throat is FREAKING dry now. =.= Bloody hell too hot. =\

And my brain was fuzzy for abit. Mind you, I was walking straight, talking fine, typing fine, singing fine, seeing fine. Only the brain.

But now its way better lol.

K. Look at the time. Bugis at 1 tomorrow too. Arcade. :D

Bedtime. Night.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 03:35




Another one. Sigh.

What's the deal with all that, huh?

Always...always...people getting their heart broken...

Life would be so much simpler if there went any "man and woman". And we were all just PEOPLE.

But that be a little too simple and boring eh. Louis agrees with me. :X

Ok. Uh. TOo distracted to talk. Umm. If I get drunk, dont laugh at me k. =\

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 00:10




Daddy bought Sake for me at giant. Hehe. It kinda was supposed to be Barcadi, but I suddenly decided I wanted sake instead, so I dumped it in the basket. Daddy was nagging about the price. XD

Mmm...Might down it tonight. If I get drunk, at least we'll know my limits. :X

Have a feeling I'll be fine tho. =\ Maybe its cos I haven't actually experienced being drunk yet. =\

Owell.

Hmm...reasons for my decision...mm, I don't really need to explain myself if I don't see the need to right. XD

It won't be something as pathetic as fear though. I might succumb to it, but I won't ever be defeated to it. "I'll be back." XD

Bearbear...skin...blood...cry...scream in pain...tears....

Gosh. =\ Scary ya. Hand was shaking. I really wanted to cry. =\

I hate it when others are in paaaaaaaain. =[

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 23:53




Work ended on a relatively good note, with only 7 kids in class, how bad can it get right? =\

Still headache. And still had to chase the three boys who go running off. =\

But it was fun. Like when they were painting the cars, I helped River mix colors, and he was like, WOW, BECOME ORANGE. WOW BECOME GREEEEN. And he was so fascinated. XD

We mixed orange and blue and it became green. :O Hahhahaa. I think there was more yellow than red in the combo.

Had a nice chat with Miss Franka again.

Didn't check my hp till after lunch, which meant I answered a sms an hour late. XD

Left the class, got my pay, went off.

4 stops later.

BLOODY HELLLLLLLLLL. I left my ring on the sink while washing up. =\

Dammit. XD I went back to get it thought. :D

Muahahhaa.

I really am a dodo bird. =.=

And eww to booger eating. Bad habit.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 17:37




I'll never be anything more than a damn screw up.

What did I just do?

I never...

Whatever. Things never turn out the way I want them. Thats the damn world for you. Intentions are always misunderstood, people are hurt unwittingly.

A stone cold heart is what is needed to survive.

But I don't wanna survive. I wanna live.

Which is why I'm doomed.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 02:49




i'm not gonna be a fucking hypocrite.

won't join in gossip.

won't talk about other people behind their backs.

because i hate it when its done to me.

and do unto others what you would have them do unto you right?

yea. thats that.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 01:38




I disagreed when sheck sheck said it. But the more I talk to you, the more I find that you two are REALLY alike. Definitely not in terms of outward appearance, but scarily similar in terms of personality and actions.

Reactions to certain actions, stuff you say, things you do.

Mmm, maybe he wouldn't do some of the stuff you're doing, and you are smart or daring enough to do stuff he never would have imagined doing. But still, there remains so much in common.

Not exactly a good thing ya, considering there were plenty of personality clashes between him and me. Compromise existed for awhile, but change comes with the passing of time and look at where we stand now.

Maybe its a strange twist of fate. But somehow, you, like him, manage to tweak all the wrong areas. Resulting in a few negative reactions from me. Which generally degenerates if you don't know how to solve it, and you probably don't cos I'm not that easy to read, even if it seems otherwise.

I was mad when I started the post. I've more or less calmed down now. Sane, reasonable conversation may now resume.

Yea, but you're you, and he's he. I know that full well. Just saying.

I fell once. Not twice.


Edit @ 2340 hours: Yea, perhaps that above post exaggerated things so them seem foolingly negative. Nah. It aint that bad a thing. Just static here and there.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 23:26




Retarded day. I still suck at pool. SS is damn good at WC. Emo is power tyco DURING the game for pool. But kinda dieded due to bad luck at the eight-ball. XD

Pizza hut dinner. Not full. Venezia's ice cream. Rum and Rasin. Yum.

Cold Storage. Cheese. >w<

:D

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 21:58




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