Tears of sin

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joy that knows no end

Sometimes I sit back and ask myself, am I really happier than I used to be back then.

Hmmm...

And always. My conclusion is easily summed up.

Yes. (:

Kendo peeps are crazy, they always make me grin non-stop even when I'm tryna be serious. XD Or maybe I'm the crazy one, since I'm the one doing stuff like...snatching people's bags...kicking slippers, borrowing gorgor's HUGE slippers and stomping around in them. XD And then. There's the random giggling, and the poking.

OH I FOUND A NEW WAY TO TICKLE PEOPLE WHEN POKES SEEM TO HAVE NO EFFECT *Winks at bearbear*

XD

I still doubt that would work on Sensei tho. =.=

And then, there's LOOOOOOOOOOOOUIS the crazy peegpeeg samurai. XD Heh, that guy is so random, I'm always set off into laughter when I talk to him. :P

And all my other friends, who make me the hyperactive keed I am cos I'm so happy being with them. (:

I AM happier than I used to be.

But that doesn't mean that I haven't lost anything, or that I've gained more than I've lost.

Because, there are things that could boost my happiness level like boosting a GF. Like, a Hi from 2 people who have blocked me since the middle ages, oh wait, make that 3.

I've learnt to look at the silver lining more.

Not that I'm tryan undermine the worth of my friends or anything.

Because without you guys, I might just be the emo keed I was those 2 months.

Or maybe not, as someone likes to say, I got here on my own, my friends just sped up the process. (:

I am happier for having lost. Because I grew.

I have lost yet gained. (:

If you were to come back, though.
It would be even better.

Because, friends aren't meant to be simply names on the walls.
Friends are people who are close to your heart, who LET you get close.

Fly forth, guided by your heart ; 11:57

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