Lalalalala
It's one of those moods again.
It aint emo, its just in a mood for thinking.
So there I was, on the bus home after dinner, thinking.
And thinking.
And I suddenly thought, you know those parts of your life where you wish you could revisit any point of your life? Yea, I sorta felt that, and I was thinking wish part of my life I would want to visit.
My answer's different from what it would have been before June.
I want to experience my fall again. I want to feel my tumultulous recovery. The ups, and more so, the downs.
No, I'm not a sadist.
I want to feel all those, and end it off with that night at the beach.
Those 3 hours, to be exact.
Hyperventilating here and there I might have been doing.
When everyone thought I was emoing cos I was sitting aside from the BBQ pit, huddled up with phone to ear.
It was like the rainbow after months of rain.
I might have been stoned on the outside. But inside, I was singing. Every fibre of my being was.
Well, a bit of an over cliche, but you get the idea. :D
Those who know me well enough, or long enough, would probably have experienced my normal well wishes, which goes along the line of:
May your year be filled with sunshine, and just enough cloudiness to make the sunshine that much better.
Can you imagine if your whole life was nothing but ups?
You'd never really feel the joy of having an upside.
Fly forth, guided by your heart ;
23:23
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