And that's the damn problem
Sleepy. So...sleepy. Zzzzz. >.<
Well, I should be thankful that I have managed to wake up for all my papers so far. :P I've become a sleepy pig as of late. >.> Maybe its the "bad" effect samurai mentioned. Too many late nights eh...
But I can't resist! It's so much cooler at night, plus I don't feel guilty switching the aircon on at night.
Tomorrow is gonna be a killer, is it just me or is the heat getting worse? I think my body is getting heaty from all this, can just taste the blood from my throat. For two days straight already. Even though I keep drinking and drinking. Phlegm too. Tsk.
Blah. Papers so far have been...quite ok, actually. The hardest so far was MBSN. I might actually fail. >.> Phail. :P
Oh. I think. I'm getting clumsier. >.> And stronger, at teh same time. No idea what's going on.
All I know is. I was just. Swinging/moving my hand...bash against the wall it goes. Like.
Bish. 0_0
It hurt. Like crap. >.>
I don't know my own strength :P
Is what I'd like to say. But isn't this more of. Control problems? Using so much for. Nothing? Or rather, unaware I'm using so much? XD Blah. Equates to klutz at the end of the day.
I actually zoned out in the exam today. Not thinking about the pain, but. >.> Imagining what QC or editing would be like. HAHAHAHHAA. Kya, crazy me. =.=
And earlier, at home, I was trying to imagine a Digimon Adventure 03. In 01, they had crests. In 02, they had digimentals (I absolutely refuse to use the term from the retarded dub.). What would they have had in 03?
The result was quite. Retarded. >_> I started imagining. Since they brought up the thing about. Chosen children not just from japan.
A multi-racial group. One carries a Katana. Another a longsword. And so on. :P
No wonder they didn't have another season. XD
OHOH. It's been a while since I've blogged. So I missed out quite a bit.
VALENTINE'S DAY WAS AWESOME! Did I mention that already? Haha I can't remember so, IT WAS AWESOME. :D
I mean. What can be better than spending a day with friends? Less crowd. *nods* Less pink.
DEFINITELY. >.> I was nearly blinded by all that pink. BUT I GOT MY ICE CREAM AND YI LIN AND AVRIL AND JONNY AND LOUIS COULDN'T BAN ME.
And Serjia overslept like nuts. =.= Epiczzz. :P
So. An idea popped into my head after that concerning how much I hated crowds. And I came up with an ideal situation with...Oh no who did I discuss it with.
Ahh heck. >_>
Anyways. Ideal valentines, IF there was someone I wanted to celebrate with, would go along the lines of:
Ade: Eh. Tomorrow valentines, here's the plan.
Whoever: ?
Ade: You stay at home, I stay at home.
Whoever: !
Ade: ya. We go out some other day. I hate crowds. So stay at home.
I mean, any day can be romantic, valentines day is seriously just over commercialised hype created to make you spend money. It's like.
BUY ROSES. BUY I LOVE YOU TOYS. IT MEANS YOU LOVE HER. =.=
Hahahaha. No insult, some people come up with cool ways to celebrate it without spending too much, and if the gift is sincere, I've nothing against it. But. I just hate the crowd. =.=
Hahahhaah.
Lately. I feel like.
Going up a mountain. With nothing but. A typewriter? Pen and paper. And a backpack with clothes. Stay in a mountain cabin. Shower at waterfall. Nearest town is...3-4 hours away? Walk down the mountain to buy supplies every day. Wake up at 4 am. The rest of the day when I'm back is spent.
First and foremost, to find myself. O_O I've been pondering on that a lot really. I think its something I need to clarify with myself, even if no one else needs it.
Second.Well. Writing of course. I realise that I have a long long long way to go. But that's why I must try even harder.
Not a hermit for the rest of my life, just enough for me to settle myself and clear my head, perhaps get some inspiration.
it'll just be me, myself, nature, and my pen and paper.
Yummilicous. :p
I seriously wonder if there's still a place like that though.
I like the way things are now. I really do.
But that's the damn problem.
Like is all there is.
Fly forth, guided by your heart ;
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