random update
I'm considering shifting my blog to wordpress for now. I don't know why, I just like it. Of course, I could always go back to using my livejournal. :P
I'm tired, and apparently, still a little frustrated at goodness knows what. I made some headway for chapter 7, but apparently. I'm stuck again. XD Stupid Hui, she's damn hard to write. D< Well, that's just an excuse. :3
I don't know. I just felt like blogging. :/
I read Bakuman 38 today. I wish I could have that sort of dedication. Everything just seems to come out as a half-assed attempt lately. I know I can do better...But I just can't be bothered to. And even before lately came, there was all the maddening procrastination, the easy loss of motivation whenever I ran up against a wall.
Sometimes, I really wonder, being as dedicated...as passionate as I am, can I really say that I love writing?
But then...an awesome idea comes...my heart beats so fast, the adrenaline flys sky high. And I know that I'm where I want to be...that this is what I want to do.
But then...I never end up doing it anyway.
Maybe its because I know I'm not good enough...then I just end up giving up on the big projects. But...you know...
At least I'm working my way up with the small ones. :)
Fly forth, guided by your heart ;
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